Gosh, the last month of winter flew by, and I neglected the muse...

Canberra is glorious, awash in blossoms and daffodils and jonquils and many other lovely flowers.

A feast to soothe the eyes and satisfy the desire for the beautiful.

Life continues to be a mix of sorrow, confusion and trust.

Managed to catch a few hours at explo '11, thanks to invites from B and P. Too many clients to attend the actual healing services. But the music and enthusiasm was fantastic.

Fathers day came and went, and my sorrow deepened and I felt depressed - exacerbated by the news that a dear friend has major visa problems :(

This is the song I have been praying / singing for her :

I Know The Lord

Ngiyazinkosi
Izolungisindlela yam'
Uma ngihamba ngobungcwele
Ngenz’ okuhle njalo njalo
Ngiyaz’ inkosi
Izolung’ isindlela yam'
I know the Lord will make a way for me (I sing her )
If I live a holy life shun the wrong and do the right
I know the Lord Will make a way for me
Do, do, do, do, do, do, do
If I live a holy life shun the wrong and do the right
I know the Lord will make a way for me
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God Bless all who seek to walk in the way of the Almighty!

Finally another friend is blogging about her life - see the link lower left, Ability and Rights. Her passion is strong!

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Over the past year I gained two special friends, both whom I call 'sha'.

Sha is a contraction of the Shona word for friend, shamwari, which translates mate, pal, friend.

When used as sha by me it indicates a very close personal friend. One to whom everything I have is available.

Friendship is dictated by the emotions raised thru the relationship and both of my special shas have touched my heart, mind and spirit deeply over time.

I am privileged to call them sha. Laughter,encouragement, inspiration have I gained from them.

My support for them is a pale reflection of what I have been blessed with thru knowing them.

Life is a mix of thorns and roses, my two sha's are the sweetest smelling roses I know, and it is good.

Praise be to God, who binds up the wounds of the broken hearted and restores the spirit of the crushed!

My sha, Baber:

She is Not Just a Friend To You...


My Friend Broken and Tried

You have been Broken and Your Life Has Been Turned Upside Down.

And it is something of not of your accord,
It is because of something Random.

Something that was not you Fault,
Something that you do not believe you Deserve.

It is an Affliction.
An affliction upon another.

That Has Broken You.
That Has Deeply Hurt Your Soul.

I can see Friend,
I can see what you go Through.
I can feel what you go Through.

It is through your words alone that you have Delivered Message
You Have Delivered what troubles you so.

Have Faith that all things happen for a reason,
And Some People Come into Your Life for a Reason.

Perhaps she is sent to Help You Heal.
To Make you Strong Again.

I have spoken to her...
She will not expect anything of you friend.
She Will Only Offer you the Words and Affection that you need.

Say Glory to Our Majesty for Sending You What You May Not Even Know Of.

My friend Baber continues to write wonderful prose and poetry on his blog.

I feel my muse stirring deep within, and wonder should I attempt to write poetry again.

There are seasons for expression, and seasons for enjoying the expression of others.

The winter cold is deep in my bones and endless cups of hot coffee do not keep my body warm but my mind and spirit are cozy and comfortable with these writings and links:

Bruce, Mauberly and of course Baber.

So I am trying google + , possibly the new facebook.

If you want an invite, email me.

The winter cold has set in. Meanwhile friends in the northern hemisphere complain about the heat, heh.

Once a month now I visit a local hospital to assist the pastoral care team. A rewarding time, and the cuppa with other team members is full of surprises too.

Sorry, gentle readers, time has moved on.

Many hours spent washing the ill and the disabled, shopping and cleaning for the ones in need, bringing viaticum to the dying and the housebound, caring for my darling youngest daughter, and too many hours reading tech news and following the haxors.

Facebook allows me to show much of what inspires and infuriates me.

But always only 72%!!!

So... gentle reader I also spend much time in my car each day driving from client to client. As I drive I pray and sing. I sing along to a wonderful inspiring CD collection called Joyous Celebration.

Thanks to Pheobe who introduced me to such wonderful music.

So whats new in my life?

I have been diagnosed with osteoporosis, I am 52, feel 30 but have the bones of an 80year old.

Fortunately a medication called fosamax will deposit calcium into my bones and make my skeletal structure stronger again. X-rays in late July will show what has happened since I began the medication.

Also I have had a huge experience of spiritual warfare. Beyond my understanding but God's love continues.

Finally I know how much I am loved by God. Knowing this, all is well!

PS Thanks Baber for inspiring me to blog again.

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Long work hours stifle the muse.

The cycle of life continues with pregnancies, births, illnesses and deaths.

An awesome opus of meditations on the death of a son has crossed my path. I hope the author does get it published for a wider audience.

Gordon, Sue and Mother.
Time to remember times of yesteryear.

Gordon Moyes who crossed my path several times during my bookselling career wrote this in 2007:

These people in spite of all that had happened to them had become very able people. At my first chapel in the city of the first Thursday in February in 1979 I met a very remarkable blind lady by the name of Sue Newman. Sue was in her 20s. She was totally blind and walked with a long white cane. She also suffered very badly from epileptic seizures. However with my experience of epilepsy this was not going to be a problem. Soon we became close friends and she attended every church service each week. I remember inviting Sue to take part in services and to read from her Braille bible and then one night in July 1979 I was doing a special “Church in a Theatre” which was going to be telecast at the ABC network. I was going to interview her about her life and faith.

Sue was born blind. Her eyes which portrayed the white part of the eyeball when her eyelids were open had never been functional at all. She never blamed God for her blindness, nor did she believed she had missed out, being born blind. She said to me in that television interview I would rather be born blind than to have lost my sight because I feel I would have lost out so much more if I had gone blind later.

Sue had not missed out on much of the 20 years or so of life. She was very active in bushcraft and had worked for the Duke of Edinburgh award. She was also very active in athletics particularly running. She used to go mountain climbing in the Blue Mountains and other places and enjoyed surfing both in the pool and in the surf. She went on an expedition on one occasion through the Blue Mountains without a great deal of help. There were times when climbing a steep rock face she needed people to call out to her where to put her feet but with that help she was able to successfully scale a very forbidding cliff face. During her time she also spent a week nursing small children in a children’s home. She set herself the task of winning the Duke of Edinburgh top award and over a period of years completed all that was necessary to win her bronze award and then her silver award and finally the Governor General of Australia presented her with a gold Duke of Edinburgh award.

Eventually she went to Buckingham Palace and received a gold award from the Duke of Edinburgh himself. The Duke was greatly impressed with Sue’s courage and personal commitment to overcoming.

It was while she was with us at Wesley Mission that she joined helping some young people struggling with drug addiction in the inner city of Sydney. She worked with some of my staff in reaching young people who constantly pitied themselves and gave themselves every excuse for their abuse of drugs. She did a training course with us and was in a class that I taught every week through our Lifeline.

After that she was involved in helping latchkey children in the inner suburban areas. At the same time she did a bible college course to equip herself. Never once did sue complain about the fact that she was totally blind. In 1980 Rev Fred Nile appointed Sue as an office worker and administrator for the International year for disabled people. This was part of the excellent work that he was doing through his new organisation, “Festival of Light”. Sue used a Braille typewriter and other special equipment. She wrote the International Year for Disabled Peoples Beatitudes which were found by many to be a real blessing.

There was a great loss to us all when Sue took an epileptic seizure and died on Tuesday the 14th of July in 1981 at just 27 years of age. We held a service of remembrance for her at the chapel in the city which crowded out Wesley Chapel. A second service of Praise and Thanksgiving was held at St Andrews Cathedral where Rev Fred Nile gave the eulogy. The Festival of Lights subsequently named an award in honour of Sue, the Sue Newman Award—for services to humanity. The first winner of that received it here in Sydney. And that winner was Mother Teresa of Calcutta. Sue Newman was one of those remarkable overcomers.

I was privileged to meet Mother in 1981: